you completely ignored me at prom just a few days ago even though you were talking to my friend right next to me. and i smiled, trying to be friendly and welcoming.. but you didnt even give me a chance to say hi. you didn’t care. and then you send me a facebook invite to your graduation party? eff you— no i’m not going to go!!!
i know this is completely stupid, but i had been struggling for so long with the “well maybe we could be friends.” because i do wish we could be friends in the end.. but no. just because ‘it was a nice thought’ to do something so simple as click on my little profile pic to include me on the invite list to your stupid little graduation party on facebook, does not make up for being inconsiderate and rude. i know you dont care, if you cared you put in some real effort and show it. something that takes so little and with such a lack of sincerity does not bring us to peace. why would i go to a happy celebration of you when you won’t even talk to me? that’s stupid, this is stupid, he’s stupid. he shouldn’t of even invited me, i dont deserve to be invited, and we don’t deserve to talk to each other. he doesn’t deserve me at his graduation party, and i don’t deserve to go. who knows if if the last time i’ll ever see him has already passed.. and quite frankly, it. doesnt. matter.