May 2010
4 posts
stupid.
you completely ignored me at prom just a few days ago even though you were talking to my friend right next to me. and i smiled, trying to be friendly and welcoming.. but you didnt even give me a chance to say hi. you didn’t care. and then you send me a facebook invite to your graduation party? eff you— no i’m not going to go!!! i know this is completely stupid, but i had been...
A little rant inspired by Kris.
So it wasn’t just Kris that “inspired” this post. it was that and a combination of that another unnamed event that got me all fueled up about mean people, and actually something semi-recent previous pertains to the idea also. this is a rant so its kind of weaving on and off topic. here it goes. People need to stop making fun of others.. everyone at our high school has lived at...
Boys.
Tayler and I went to frozen yogurt today (second time in a row.. it really is addictive) and we sat outside to eat it! It was so lovely! We were talking about our ideal guys, because girls just talk about that kind of thing :P One thing she said that stood out to me was when her dad walked by (but couldn’t hear us), she said “I would want him to be funny like my dad” haha :) aw...
My back-up account.
I’m posting this on my less-used tumblr account because I’m probably getting really annoying talking about my tattoo on my main one.. and there’s not that many people following this one :)
Anyways, today I was thinking about tattoos and what I thought about them. The whole permanantely-changing-your-body thing. At first, I admit it’s a daunting idea. But then I got to...
April 2010
2 posts
Do you believe in karma?
I’ve lived a very fortunate life: My parents are still together. We are financially stable enough. My family, friends and I are in good health at the moment as far as I know. I have good relationships with my family and friends. I’m in a good education system and a safe community. I have supporting friends. I get to live happily, haven’t suffered from any disease or illness. I...
Adoption.
Every once in a while I get curious about my adoption. It isn’t a sensitive subject to me.. It’s not particularly something I have an interest in talking about, but I definitely don’t mind talking about it at all either. My parents raised me in a way that I always knew I was adopted. I knew I was adopted several years before I realized they were Caucasian and I was Asian.. I knew...
March 2010
8 posts
pissed off.
im really pissed off right now. and whats a better way to rant than to my computer.
so i come in and within the first 10 minutes of being in the house, im crying. sure i may be at an over-emotional time of the month (if youre reading this and think thats tmi, then remember, im really not writing this for you to read, tumblr just doesnt make my main blog to be private.. ugh), but still. my dads...
My New Blog →
My blog has moved to ibsierra.tumblr.com
haha “ibsierra” get it? wahahaha im such a nerd :P :)
I'm sick of this blog.
I’m tired of having these negative things from my previous blog entries weighing me down. I’m embarrassed of them and I’m ready to move on, move away from that. I’m over that stage from my first breakup. I mainly used this so that I could honestly write that I was still sad about it after so long, because I didnt like to talk about it. I used it to express myself even...
Today was a pretty good day. I woke up early extremely tired, but had to go to work. I was working with S & H and S being the awesome co-worker that he is went to get me coffee so i woke up a little bit. it was a fairly good day at work, everything was spread out better and we were all tired because S had prom the night before and H had to babysit late. After work we stopped by McD’s for...
I just laugh.: Friday night. →
Last night was a Friday night. A Friday night for a seventeen year old girl. I don’t know what you think of when you think a Friday night for a senior in high school, but last night was an absolutely perfect Friday night.
After tennis practice, Kris and I hit a couple of balls. Then we walked to…
B&W Dance Party
So I went to the black and white dance party tonight at a local teen building thing. i heard about it on facebook and my friend A had asked me if I wanted to go a while ago and I haven’t hungout with her in a while so I said sure, i thought it would be fun. So A & I got there and there was no one we knew but E and her sister were going to meet up with us, so we just sat on the couches...
Free time
I’ve been so preoccupied with IB homework and the stress that comes with it. I like getting in this gear every once in a while, because it makes me accomplished! but right now, its like all my time is organized and planned, everything’s part of a schedule. School, homework, work, babysit, and soon tennis will be a part of it. When I’m not doing those things, I’m sleeping or...
Oral Commentary
Emily Dickinson
James Joyce
EB White
Langston Hughes
William Shakespeare
February 2010
17 posts
If it's yellow, let it mellow.
Friday after school, K and I went on a 2 hour car + 1 hour ferry ride to visit R.
I’ve been meaning to make a trip over to R for so long and I finally got to do it! The road trip portion of the trip was very fun. The cord to my GPS was broke so we had to use K’s ipod except since its based on wifi, we had the directions rather than a gps with current in the moment directions. We only...
Random Q
Why do you have fundip in your room?
Enferma
[[This is a fairly unorganized, and extremely pointless (without a conclusion, just another blabbing) blog entry]]
I’m not super religious, but for some reason, I love my body because I believe it’s exactly how God wanted it to be. Everyone was blessed by God with their bodies. I don’t know what that really means, I say it but maybe I don’t mean it. But I do, I completely...
“Nature never did betray the heart that loved her.”
– Living with the Land
a;lhcvireahvieh;fefeiwh
my mom suggested that I need anger management..
perhaps she is right. :P
“Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul
And sings the tune...”
– Emily Dickinson (via quote-book)
molls:
shiningstar:
channel-z:badpop:
Miley...
Stop.
I can’t help it, I can’t stop thinking about it. If can’t stop thinking about it, it then it must be important.
Yet at the same time, it’s still absolutely pathetic and completely, utterly, down-right ridiculous.
questions..
zjchef25:
have you ever just sat there and thought about shit, like why is space well space… what makes it be, why is there no oxygen or gravity, fuck where did it fucking from from and what the fuck was there before it… like serious… i went snowboarding tonight and on the way back from the mountain the mood was legit blood orange and it looked so erie and i just starting thinking, why? what...
Track VS Tennis
POSITIVES
Track
It will help me train for my marathon
I will get to meet new people/make better friends with different people
Lots of people so I surely wouldn’t be the worst
I actually like walking and running
Tennis
The social aspect. Many of my friends have done/are doing tennis.
It’s more like a game, its fun!
It’s a cute sport that I would like to be good at
Both
...
Art Engineer?
Maybe I’ll be an art engineer???
Mi futuro
I don’t know what to do about my future. I was thinking today, how I would like to be a nurse. A pediatrician, or a one that helps deliver babies. I don’t even know what it’s called. I don’t know why, I have never before in my life wanted to be a nurse. Shots and shit, is not my kind of a thing. I’ve always wanted to be something like a the owner of a daycare, a dog...
January 2010
24 posts
Senioritis according to urbandictionary.com
noun. A crippling disease that strikes high school seniors. Symptoms include: laziness, an over-excessive wearing of track pants, old athletic shirts, sweatpants, athletic shorts, and sweatshirts. Also features a lack of studying, repeated absences, and a generally dismissive attitude. The only known cure is a phenomenon known as Graduation.
Cupcake.
I was listening to the CD he made for me, as I did every time I got into my car. I was driving to his house, unsure of what was to come next. There were just about a million different imaginary conversations that had repeated in my head for the last week. What exactly was going on? I knew my friends knew that something was up, but it was impossible to explain myself. No one understood why I was...
whoa whoa whoa!
i haven’t blogged in a week! ay! D; I just have such senioritis I have been slacking in every way possible: slacking on school work, i skipped class the last two fridays, ive been lazy as usual, and i havent even blogged! So not much happened the last week.. all I could think about was snowboarding. Our close and extended friends at school, too have been talking about snowboarding, the trip...
Dreamland
A few weeks ago, my friends and I started to plan a day trip to go snowboarding. I had never gone snowboarding nor skiing before, and especially since I’ll be going to college more north, I thought I’d better start now so next year I can be at least somewhat skilled :P Unfortunately, the plans fell through.. but I decided to make a facebook event to go on MLK day. It ended up being...
Parents.
So I have my boss added on facebook and right now she’s in Oman so I was looking at her pics. I work in a nursery and I saw some of the parents of the kids comment on her pics so I went to go look at their pics. Some of them have pics from the year I was born when they were a couple years younger than I am now. Some of them were really good looking, and looked way different! They were young,...
What the pho?
I don’t really see what’s so great about pho. I mean, its yummy… but there are tons of other things I’d rather eat. Oh well, I guess I’ll eat it if it means spending time with friends. I hungout with a big group today, some people I’ve never hangout with. Usually I’m not too particularly fond of big groups simply because I either feel excluded or I know...
Vanilla Twilight
Waist-deep in thought because
when I think of you I don’t feel so alone.
Picnic
Banana muffins and switchfoot. then, facebook and journaling. there’s no time for studying and homework! :P
Melatonin
While S is hysterically laughing, we had this conversation just now
S: Have you ever taken melatonin?
K: Yes, I used to take it every night
S: Have you ever taken it FOR FUN?!
“Friends are family of choice.”
– :)
The next year.
It’s wierd to think that so much is going to change in the next year: prior relationships will be tested, both romantic ones and friendships; new relationships will be created; dependency will shift, momma’s not gonna be there to fix all my problems; I will be forced to make decisions, defining who I want to be and who i will become; I will be confronted by challenges of all kinds.
...
10:14
I’m so tired. i want to go to sleep.. but i’m not ready. i haven’t done any of my homework or chores that i’ve been meaning to do for a while. i yet to make my bento for tomorrow, and i haven’t even blogged much lately. right now with the exception of working around school hours and the 4-6 hours i work a week, ive been doing just about whatever i want; watching tv,...
Heartless?
This is really wierd. I’m about to go to bed, and suddenly I wonder if I love anybody. Usually I would say I really love so many things! my mom and dad and brother and sister and nieces and nephew, my pets, all my friends, even those who I’m not all that close to. But right now, in this moment, for some odd reason, I don’t feel comfortable saying I love someone, anyone. Just like...
Cheers!
So I was thinking about how KE asked if she could crash at my house last night. Immediatley, I said yes. But as soon as KA asked, I automatically hesitated. When KE asked, of course she is always welcome to, her and KAH are always welcome, my family’s comfortable with them and everything. Also, KE and KAH can drive, and that’s important because if for some reason, my parents...
Seizure.
This morning I woke up to my mom shouting my name in desperation from downstairs. I hurried down and found my brother on the kitchen floor, banging his head. I didnt have on my glasses so it was all a blur, literally. and then my moms handing me the phone telling me to call my dad. what the heck. instead, i called 911. then my dad. by this time my brother was starting to sit up. This time was a...
ETKS, TESK, KETS, STEK, SKET, KEST, TEKS
So at first I was going to write a continuation of my last post. About how everyone, is basically hippo-crtical about something. and how I think that drinking is stupid, and why does someone want to dumb themselves down, intelligence is much more attractive and drinkings bad for health, especially only being high school students. yet at the same time i believe its fun, and why not? but why not?...
